Breaking away.......

  Now don't you try to hide it, I know you misbehave, and now your saying sorry, I'm not gonna forgive, you always gonna break, break, and break, break my heart.....so I am gonna break, break, and break, break your heart......oh.....oh.....

Dinner on Friday Night

This is our dinner....oya....i forgot about the salad...

 Yummy Apple juice.....

  Last Friday night, we went to Usagi  Japanese Restaurant to have a shabu-shabu dinner using the complimentary voucher that my parents gave me. We ordered green apple juice to drink and it was yummy...hehehe... then our dinner came. It has a hot pot with chicken, onion, mushrooms, the mihun type of mee....N veggies. We have a bowl of Miso soup, 3 pieces of watermelon, a bowl of raw egg (didn't know what it suppose to do, but we just put it in the hotpot), a small piece of radish, a bowl of rice and a bowl of I don't know what it was but it was tasty also. But my boyfriend don't think so. Hahaha....It was delicious overall.....and I enjoyed it. I enjoyed it so much...we were so full that we can hardly finish the hot pot. Pity thou....and then we went for a ride around town. Of course he's driving. Hehe..then we bought Slurpee from Seven Eleven or each of us. Mine's bigger thou. And finally he sent me home. He is so sweet. I love him so much.

Sadness in my heart

  Hoping so much that tomorrow can go dinner with him but now we are arguing. Quarreling so much that I cried. My heart is breaking and hurting so much....why are you like this?? So you have a lousy day, do you have to treat me like this?? Where is that promise you promised?? Have you forgotten it? Or was it just lies and empty promises...?? I thought you'll change....you said you'll change, you promise you'll change.....where is it? I don't see it....have you change at all?? I know I have to accept you for who you are but if that something is a Rock in my blender...shouldn't it be taken out?? Its hurting our relationship. Can't you see it?? Do you realize it? Have you notice you cause me great pain because of that? Do you? Or are you just ignoring it....? Is it not important to you?? Am I not important to you?? If I'm not, why do you still want me? Why? Am I just a toy? Am I? Is it fun playing with me??

astaga....

oh my god...juz now i tried the omegle thingy. n u knw wt? i kept getting the same guy.....aduduii...its the same indian guy.....n than he sez he is leaving but he is still online.....wt a liar....hahahaha......it kinda seems like we were the only people online just now....so boring.......hahaha...i was afraid to show  my face so i covered the web cam...hehehehehe......

Got scolded for sleeping late

     And again i got scolded by my boyfriend for not sleeping early. its not my fault that my eyes are not tired.... i slept at midnight but only for a while before i kept getting up to go to the washroom and finding it hard to knock off. so, i kept rolling around in bed and turn and turn and turning around and around (while sweating) until i've fallen asleep. and then, i woke up early this morning. oh dear....i hope i get enough sleep. today my plan is to go to 1borneo to do some research on some of the shop there. taking notes bout their names and what they sell. just hope i don't spend too much money......hahahahaha......

* maybe i shouldn't sleep during the afternoon

me no sleepy sleepy..hehehehe....

     Hello.....damn...i hope i don't share too much....hahaha....i used to write diaries to release my stress from life. its kinda a stress manager i guess...if i can't share it with someone, i might as well share it in my diary. it won't judge me o criticize me. best of all, i can say, write n draw anything i want in it. hahahaha......hm....now what should i write?? okay....i'm not gonna tell you much bout my detail cause i don't want anything bad happen. you know what mean. Its better to be safe than sorry....right?? cause they says that people nowadays are sometimes so desperate to get what they want no matter how they get it.... that is the danger of the world we live in.... so....why do i wanna create a blog if think so?? hm....i didn't get to that part yet...so...my blog just exist!! hahahaha.....

Name : Apple
Age : is it important??
D.O.B : i'm a leo
Status : In A relationship....hehehehe
Fav. color : red, black, white
Fav. food : APPLE!!!! n spicy, salty  food. it cheers my tastebuds
Fav. drink : Salty drink, soury drink n sweet drink ( i don't DRINK, get it?? beer and all those i mean)
Pet : Inu (dog)...hehehehe fun to play with them....

* i won't put much detail cause my boyfriend would not like that cause i belong to him. hehehe....he doesn't wanna share me with others. he's the jealous type so you guess my point.

Hi baby, i love you so much...muah muah muah....i miss you..